No, I graduated and took and passed the boards that June. I'm ready for the internship. Mental health stuff was going poorly in school, actually. First semester I got into some annoying trouble because some classmates and I were discussing some exam and I mentioned that I'd kill myself if I failed out. One of them was like "Don't joke like that" and I informed her that I was not, that death was the only other option if I failed this because I'd have nothing.
So of course she went and told on me and they sent me to a therapist, but I told them what they needed to hear because (and they didn't understand this) I did not have time for a mental breakdown. I knew I had some stuff, but it'd take forever and in the end, I'd have nothing to look forward to but returning to school and it'd be a whole thing. At least now I can get help finding work.
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Date: Monday, January 26th, 2015 11:30 pm (UTC)From:So of course she went and told on me and they sent me to a therapist, but I told them what they needed to hear because (and they didn't understand this) I did not have time for a mental breakdown. I knew I had some stuff, but it'd take forever and in the end, I'd have nothing to look forward to but returning to school and it'd be a whole thing. At least now I can get help finding work.